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A Hint Of Melancholy

by Johnny Loney

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1.
(1) My doctor tells me I need to cut back on greasy food and prescribes me benzodiazepines to stabilize my mood well, I skipped my medication now I’m trembling like a leaf another plate of french fries to get me some relief I’ve been living hard the story lies behind my scars I’m well aware the reaper thrives I won’t stop living just to stay alive (2) My best friend done stopped smoking he chews gum instead and even though he’s still breathing his eyes are fuckin’ dead now he can talk my ear off about how proud he is but I know he craves them cancer sticks no matter what he says (repeat refrain) (3) One day when death snatches me from this earthly embodiment he’ll say you know you had it coming boy your life’s done come and went I’ll say you may have won this last round but all you have is time in the grand scheme of things victory is mine (repeat refrain) (bridge/4) Now, before I sing this last last verse the disclaimer within implores this song is made entirely of fictitious metaphors any resemblance to real persons live or dead is pure coincidence so don’t be mislead my wife tells me the roads are bad the snow is falling hard but I got me a hockey game and I’m on the line that starts so I pack my gear and I think i’ve left my troubles far behind but her look of disapproval is is burned into my mind
2.
(A6) I spent the morning in (D6) the future again i (A6) gotta bend the rules (G6/B) now and then but the (Bm7) lords of time are (F#m) watching me and (D6) tomorrow’s not where i’m (A6) meant to be so (A) I make the time to (Em) get my way i re- (G) live the best moments of (D) every day i (A) know the end is near and i’ll (G) be there soon i’ve (Bm7) got a five oclock (A) shadow at noon the (A6) judge looked at me, you (D6) forgot to shave who’da (A6) thought that stumble would (G6/B) lead me to my grave but i’m (Bm7) not through yet, cause a (F#m) future me will (D6) be here any second to (A6) spring me free oh (A6) i can see the future and the (D6) future sees me but what (A6) the future doesn’t know is i (G6/B) broke the key so i’m (Bm7) one step ahead and a (F#m) thousand years behind and i’ll (D6) reset the clock when i (A6) run out of time
3.
(Em) I’ve got no quarrels, I’m just here to bide my time but you’re (G) trying to tell me your god is better than mine I (Em) try to hold my tongue I’ve got nothing to say a (C) whole lot of nothing but I say it anyway and a (D) thousand ears turn to me my (Am) mouth opens I cannot speak I (C) look upon my bloody hands I (Em) raise my sword, they understand (Em) Charge into (Bm7) battle I’m (D) armed with the (Em) word I’m (G) off to join the (C) countless ranks of the (Am) holy and ab-(Em) surd (Em) Blood guts and glory is the nature of my crime but you’re (G) trying to tell me your guns are bigger than mine so (Em) now I call your bluff I won’t budge from where I stand it’s (C) your turn to show me what you’re holding in your hand I (D) know you’ll be the first to draw I’ve (Am) analyzed your fatal flaw (C) as your eyes are fixed on me you’re sur- (Em) rounded by my infantry (Em) Seven years I loved you; I stood by you through wars (G) now you’re here to tell me my loves not worthy of yours your (Em) eyes pierce through me to see the broken man inside but (C) comfort in my sorrow will be solidly denied cause there’s (D) someone new where you once stood she (Am) gives me what you never could I (C) thank you for your cold goodbyes as (Em) I make sure it’s you who cries
4.
(E) I feel the need to (A) hum to- (E) day i have a groove to (A) strum (hook) the (E) groove the groove (A) something to prove I work the (E) groove, the groove, (A) make my body move (Verse 1) oh (E) I’ve been singing for (A) 40 years ain’t (B7) nobody listnin’ to (E) the falling tears I’ve been searching for (A) volunteers to work the (E) groove (Verse 2) oh (E) i’ve been singing at the (A) top of my lungs I (B7) left my dreams where my (E) hat is hung you / think it’s over by I’ve (A) just begun to work the (E) groove (Verse 3) oh (E) I’ve been singing in the (A) pouring rain my (B7) cries on the level but my (E) laugh’s insane I’ve got to get this (A) scrambled brain to work the (E) grove (refrain) (E) Sometimes I’m happy (A) Sometimes I’m sad (B7) Sometimes I just long for (E) What I’ve never had (Bridge 1) and (G#m) when my voice starts to fade I (C#m7) calculate the price I paid and I (F#m) question my validity and (E) what the groove means to me (Bridge 2) every (G#m) now and then I take the time I (C#m7) read the script I speak the lines I com- (F#m) mit the words to memory I (E) work the groove for all to see (Bridge 3) and (G#m) every groove I’ve ever known has (C#m7) worked my fingers to the bone the (F#m) words in blood the contract’s signed the (E) reaper’s never far behind (out) Oh (E) I’ve been singing in the (A) face of death oh (B7) I’ll work the groove with my (E) dying breath
5.
Pure And Raw 02:50
There’s (C7) stars in my eyes and a (G7) whimper in my soul a (C7) pain like no other (G7) makes me lose control there’s an (C7) emptiness in emptiness the (G7) void is unfulfilled one (C7) look from my thirsty eyes e- (G7) motion’s been distilled it’s (Bm) pure and it’s (F#m) raw and i’m (A) standing here in (D) aw eyes (C/G) open wide search (Bm) deep inside where (D) dormant mem-ries (G) crawl (C7) once I made a promise that i’d (G7) never feel again but it (C7) made me kind of sad when that (G7) nothingness crept in as that (C7) sadness overwhelmed me I (G7) still refused to cry but (C7) now I know I must let go or (G7) tears will multiply when (C7) i was young a sunset was (G7) nothing but an end to (C7) day I watch the sunset and i (G7) finally comprehend there’s (C7) more to life than living there’s (G7) beauty to be found in (C7) every moment and every breath in (G7) every sight and every sound
6.
(verse 1) (G) Well there's / four guys and three girls and I'm (C) one of the guys well I (D) ain't no mathematician but I (C) know how this di- (G) vides there is always a remainder when my (C) angle isn't right I will (D) sip my drink alone for the re- (C) mainder of the (G) night (refrain) (G) I can see the future (Em) I can watch it bend (C) I can see it coming (Am) I see how this will (G) end; (verse 2) It's / fourth and long the ball is wet my (C) knee is in a brace the (D) coaches eyes are burning red his (C) stare ignites my (G) face my center crashes to the field, a (C) linebacker has my fate sealed the (D) cornerback breaks the line my (C) failure is re- (G) vealed (verse 3) Well the / judge is drunk the jurys hung the (C) plantiffs plain to see the (D) prosecutor points his bony (C) finger strait at (G) me my defense just doesn't care the (C) guilt is heavy in the air the (D) verdict may just take a seat in (C) the electric (G) chair
7.
Diminished 01:55
(F#m7b5) Never have I been here before I’m standing outside of heavens door (C) One last look upon the earth as I look back from death to birth and this (F#m7b5) fleeting moment just won’t pass which brings us to this impasse my (C) heart won’t budge I can’t move on can’t lift the gloom I’m not that strong and (G) I remember looking in your eyes there’s (Bm7) hope, but it all ends in demise and (D7) you take me by the hand a (G) sentimental gesture to remind me where i stand (F#m7b5) I’ve been di - (Em) minished (Bm7) My life ends un- (C) finished Like a (D7) storm, and the rain pretends to care It will (C) wash away the dreams leaving nothing but despair So I (Bm7) grasp at the pieces, whatever I can claim But (F#m7b5) I’m diminished now I will never be the same
8.
(E7) Well I’m / back I town I’ve been gone too long the / streets call my name but I don’t belong what (A7) once was home is not the same a- (E7) nother man lived here and his ghost remains (B7) I’m in Cincinnati (A7) memories are flying at me (E7) open the shades and the skyline looms a / hell of a view from this hotel room my (A7) life’s just a blur through these tear-filled eyes to (E7) relive the past but the past denies (B7) I’m in Cincinnati (A7) memories are flying at me I’m (E7) sitting here (F#m) wondering (A7) what am I to (E7) do (C#m7) Cincinnati’s (A7) crying and (B7) I’m crying (E7) too I (E7) drive down the street to my favorite bar the fa / miliar scent of a rental car is the (A7) only thing I recognize get (E7) back in the car as another memory dies (B7) I’m in Cincinnati (A7) memories are flying at me no- (E7) stalgia’s overrated so I hit the road my / river of anxiety’s in overload I (A7) hit the gas and i’m airport bound (E7) I can’t wait to forget this town (B7) I’m in Cincinnati (A7) memories are flying at me
9.
early in the morning as i open my eyes a glorious moment before i realize it was (Em+) all just dreams and the sandman’s gone so i (G+)start my day with a repressed yawn i (D) got the coffee brewin and as (C/G) far as i can tell it’s gonna (G+) take a lot of coffee to get me through hell (Bm7) hell is what you make of it and (D) Hell just for the hell of it to (G) Hell with it all i’m (Am) gunna make a scene woke (C/G) up in hell want (D) back in my dream gunna (Em) shed my wings em (C/G) brace my horns (D) scorn my love and (G+) love to scorn (G+) the coffee’s in my belly and the combs through my hair i’m pillaging my dresser for something to wear (Em+) yesterdays shirt will have to do i’ve (G+) got to do my laundry before this week is through gotta drag myself from this hole i dwell it’s only monday morning and this weeks been hell the devil in the details and the details in my mind i can’t shake this feeling that i’ve been left behind i won’t change though I’ll have hell to pay this is my inferno and i’ll keep it this way if ya cant beat ‘em join ‘em embrace the flame i advise you do the same
10.
there’s (Em) time in the (C/G) mirror for the (Em) first time (G) years there’s (B7) time to seek your (Am) answers there’s (C/G) time to shed your (Em) tears this (Em) wasn’t on my (C/G) schedule (Em) i had things to (D) do i would (Am) fight this incon- (B7) venience, oh (C/G) i would see it (Em) through (subtle key change) but (E♭Dim) then i saw you through my door your (A/E) eyes pierced deep into my core as (B7) if you knew my soul begged for you (G#m) to take me then (F#m) on the floor (sudden key change) but (Em) time is in (C/G) human (Em) time can let you (G) see (B7) time would flow cor- (Am) ruption through the (C/G) purest part of (Em) me i (Em) didn’t take an (C/G) inventory (Em) details in my (D) way al- (Am) though i planned to (B7) reconcile my (C/G) plans just slipped a- (Em) way and i (E♭Dim) don’t believe in burning hell but (A/E) as i age i can tell a (B7) driving force to compel as (G#m) if i had a (F#m) soul to sell and (Em) time keeps on (C/G) rolling and the (Em) mirror never (G) lies we’re (B7) marching to the (Am) end of time but (C/G) time never (Em) dies
11.
(A7) Both of my girlfriends love that (D7) classical and jazz But I (A7) prefer country western to that (E7) fancy razzmatazz So I’m (Bm7/F#) singing Charlie Daniels, Garth (F#m) Brooks and Patsy Cline And (D7) everybody with a twang (A7) is a friend of mine (refrain) And I (A) know that this can't go on My (E) heart has wandered far too long I (D) can't keep up romantic crimes (A) Both my girlfriends blow my mind (A) - (D) - (E) - (F#m) - (D) - (E) - (A6) - (A/E) (verse 2) Both of my girlfriends love ro- (D7) mantic comedies But I (A7) love me action thrillers with (E7) violent tendicies So I’m (Bm7/F#) looking for a compromise where the (F#m) hero sells guitars But she’s (D7) got a gun to keep it fun she’s (A7) shooting for the stars (verse 3) Both of my girlfriends believe (D7) two hearts can be bound I’m (A7) not what you call a ladies man but I (E7) tend to get around I’ve got (Bm7/F#) issues with commitment I’ve got (F#m) issues of all kinds I de- (D7) cided I was fickle but (A7) then I changed my mind
12.
I woke up to the ringing of the phone Should have kept on sleeping but my dreams were overthrown I placed the receiver to my ear Welcome to hell there’s no way out of here It seems I’m a lost endeavour Screams haunt my dreams forever I close my eyes with the compass in my hand A quest to find my way back to slumber land It occurs to me as I lie awake That I just can’t wait for the madness to break I’ve gotta take my fate into my own hands Gotta overcome the failure of the best laid plans There’s not enough bullets in the world to make this right My finger’s on the trigger and the demon’s in my sights All I have to do is squeeze But I guess I’m not the man to bring you to your knees I put the gun down this is not my game A moral victory but defeat just the same My bleeding god is two thousand years old A long time ago but but still the story’s told And the wound just keeps getting deeper every year A slave to a god who thrives on fear I no longer can believe I’m blessed It’s time to lay this god to rest
13.
(D) If I were to write a song the (Em) probability there’d (G) be a hint of melancholy (D) in the melody so (D) brace yourself cause my pen bleeds these (Em) words up this page I (G) fight the desolation but (D) fail to disengage (refrain) (Bm7) Sometimes I’m (F#m) lost for words as (D7) if I had (G) never heard the (D) Angels singing (Em) out to me I (G) only cry in (D) major key (D) If I found myself with you with this (Em) guitar in my hand I (G) wonder what I’d sing to you (D) as I made my stand a (D) gentle strum upon these strings would (Em) captivate the room but no (G) words emerge from my lips to (D) break the pending gloom And (D) so I put my mask back on the (Em) music starts to fade the (G) day breaks I return to work the (D) piper must be paid the (D) world will turn the sun will shine and the (Em) shadow plays her part to (G) drown the tune in my head and (D) silence my heart
14.
(Dm7) drag and the (Am) world drags with you (Dm7) drag and the (C/G) gloom can feed say (G) hey doc, i (Em) need a little something you’ve (F) always got something for the (G) edge i need cause (C7) i can’t go de- (G7) caffeinated (C7) i can’t start the (F) day with- (Dm) out the kick to (Am) break the spell and (C/G) get me on my (F) way i (Dm7) couldn’t see a (Am) future (Dm7) too much life to (C/G) live i (G) mastered the (Em) art of take and (F) never had to (G) give i (Dm7) thought i had a (Am) calling but that (Dm7) call just never (C/G) came it (G) never knew my (Em) number it (F) never knew my (G) name and - (refrain) (Dm7) drag this (Am) day won’t end (Dm7) drag i’ll (C/G) just pretend that (G) i will start to- (Em) morrow clean but (F) know that i will (G) never mend
15.
(verse 1) (G) a / hard risin’ morning and the coffee is cold the re- (C/G) fridgerators empty or so I’ve been told by the (Am) frigerator gnome who (C/G) lives on my shelf though (G) sometimes I think I’m just talking to myself (refrain) (C/G) All I need’s a (D) little bit to (Bm7) get me through, (Am) today’s shit a (Em) little bit of bacon, (C/G) goes a long way a (D) lotta bit of bacon would (C/G) make my (G) day (verse 2) I’m / drivin’ down the highway lookin’ for a bite (C/G) not a truck stop nor a diner in sight to (Am) draw me in for (C/G) some breakfast fare the (G) familiar sizzle and aroma in the air (repeat refrain) (verse 3) A / visit to my mamma and I’m happy to see she’s (C/G) got the stove a burnin’ with a fryng pan for me my (Am) drive was long but she (C/G) stayed up late (G) good things come to those who wait (repeat refrain)
16.
Somewhere 03:43
somewhere out there the / answers that you seek somewhere within your grasp closer than you think (Em) somewhere in the (Am) darkness a (C/G) light will start to (G) shine and (D) if you em - (Am) brace that light your (C/G) soul can bond with (G) mine somewhere and it’s lost in a dream but / lost’s a strong word or so it would seem so / somewhere safe in my heart the key to this life that makes me a part of (Em) everything and by (Am) everything i (C/G) really mean (G) everything so (D) take a deep breath, search (Am) deep inside (C/G) find that safe place for your (G) soul to confide (C/G) a fool falls for a god with a name but a (Am) godless soul can fall the same so i will fall for love instead cause word on the street is god is dead you can say i’m an nihilist, a label with a sting i’ve been called a heathen for what my love could bring somewhere, there’s home for soul a sunny beachside where the waves will roll i stand on the shore watch the ships lost at sea i’ll send out a beacon to guide them to me i’m not a savior and there’s no such thing i’m just a man with the courage to sing a little off key and a little out of time to the beat off a universe in her prime
17.
(Am) 212 degrees (C/G) yet my heart stays in deep freeze I’m (G) somehow trapped in both extremes the (Am) frozen kettle somehow steam’s me (F) to a point of no return E- (Dm) teral ice will start to burn no (Em) soul shall stir in this joint in (Am) fear I’ll reach my boiling point refrain (C/G) boiling (C7/E) boiling (Bm7b5) through my veins it’s (F) boiling (C/G) everybody (G) near me is just (Em) flinching and re -(G7) coiling and there’s (C/G) no way to (F) know when my (G) cool just might (C/G) blow G-G7-C/G-C7/E a (Am) drop of sweat forms on my brow (C/G) only hell can stop me now e- (G) merging from the glacier thaw a (Am) glowing ember reveals the flaw I (F) always knew was deep inside the (Dm) dormant rage no longer hides and (Em) out pours the lava flow con- (Am) suming everything i know
18.
Bloodclan 02:22
(G7) All of you kitties put up your paws the (C7) stars gave you retractable claws we (D7) do what we please just because (C7) cat’s ain’t made for (G7) following (G) laws (refrain) gonna join Bloodclan bloodclan bloodcan common join (Am) Bloodclan bloodclan bloodcan was made for (D) Bloodclan bloodclan bloodcan (G) Bloodclan (G7) I don’t wanna follow no warrior code you (C7) saw only red when my colors showed I’m a (D7) hundred moons old but i haven’t slowed I (C7) lived in the shadows where a (G7) thousand eyes (G)glowed (G7) Starclan is calling you, don’t be afraid a (C7) prophecy’s just a plan that’s been laid you (D7) know you gotta live with the choices you made so I’ll (C7) go with the flow ‘til my (G7) whiskers have (G) greyed
19.
her (G) hair is (G7) red her (C) eyes are (C7) blue her (D) high heeled (Am) shoes will (C) walk all (C7) over (G) you (1) the (G) profit (G7) says a (C) winter’s (C7) brewin’ (G) i pre- (G7) pare to (C) bleed (C7) (D) full speed (Am) towards the (C) refuge (C7) taking (G) only (G7) what i (C) need (C7) (G) ain’t no (G7) time to (C) recon- (C7) cile i (G) stand here (G7) drenched in (C) fear (C7) (D) ain’t no (Am) time to (C) pack my (C7) bags the (G) redhead (G7) knows i’m (C) here (C7) refrain: (G) i know (G7) somethings wrong (C) one of us just (C7) don’t belong un- (G) stoppable (G7) forces meet im- (C) movable ob- (C7) jects repeat (G) after me cause i (G7) know the words i’ve (C) sung this song til (C7) the lines blurred my (D) vision and my (Am) self restrain a (C) redhead in a (G) blue mustang (II) I (G) like fast (G7) cars I (C) like fast (C7) women my (G) life’s a (G7) purple (C) blurr (C7) when you (D) live life (Am) fast you’ve (C) got more (C7) time for the (G) redheads (G7) to re- (C) curr (C7) you (G) don’t need (G7) to be a (C) psychi- (C7) atrist you (G) don’t need (G7) to be my (C) friend (C) to (D) figure (Am) out i’m (C) off my (C7) rocker and (G) will be (G7) to the (C) end (C7) (III) (G) i spend (G7) all my (C) time ob- (C7) sessing (G) over (G7) death you (C) see (C7) and my (D) para- (Am) doxal (C) points of (C7) view (G) are not (G7) lost on (C) me (C7) you see (G) half the (G7) time i (C) wish i (C7) were (G) dead and (G7) in the (C) ground (C7) but the (D) rest of (Am) me em- (C) braces (C7) immor- (G) tali- (G7) ty i’ve (C) found (C7)
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Em-C-Em-D-Am-C/G-G-Bm7 the (C7) blood of angels can (G7) ease my tortured heart i (C7) need to find something pure and (D7) tear it all apart it’s a (Em) sickness in (Am) society that (C/G) manifests in (Em) me to (D) track me down (Am) simply follow (C/G) the trail of de- (G) bris (G) I feed (C/G) when the angels bleed I (D) prey upon the (Am) slaves of god (C/G) dying to be (G) freed (G) oh my i can (C/G) bleed those angels dry yet my (Em) own heart starts to (Am) hemorage those (C/G) angles still can (G) cry i (C7) need to destroy what (G7) ever isn’t mine if i’m the (C7) only bulb unbroken i (D7) can’t help but shine if you (Em) can’t join ‘em (Am) kill ‘em e- (C/G) liminate the (Em) scum and (D) i embrace the (Am) side effects of (C/G) whatever i’ve be- (G) come
21.
G Am C G Em Bm7 D Em G C D G oh my it’s time to say good bye listen to this melody i think you will hear why oh i listen as you cry and i absorb the undertones leaking from your eye (refrain) the tears are flowing and so am i The only music we ever made was when we said good bye so perhaps i can shed some light to what brings us here today and i know i implicate myself with ever word i say you would sing a loving tune i would play guitar but we never could find harmony perhaps it’s who we are
22.
(Am) I had a (C/G) dream I was (Am) living in a (C/G) dream I was (Am) neither live nor (D7) dead I was (Em) something in be- (Am) tween it was /hideous, glorious (Em) sullen and wild one (F#m7♭5/A) million years forgotten but ni-(C/G) ieve as a (Am) child (refrain) (Am) There’s no (C/G) safe place for your (G) dreams to spend the (Am) night there’s (Em) always lurking (Bm7) shadows to (Am7) steal your dreams from (Em) sight the (C/G) best you can (D) hope for is a (G) moment ‘neath the (Em) stars when the (C/G) dreams you have op-(G) pen their eyes lov- (Am) ing for who you (G) are (Am) I had a (C/G) thought I was (Am) nothing but a (C/G) thought, in a- (Am) nother thought su- (D7) spended were the (Em) answers that I (Am) sought But the / guy who does the thinking (Em) thought of something else he (F#m7♭5/A) thought he knew what’s best for me, that (C/G) thought he kept him- (Am) self (Am) There was a (C/G) time I had (Am) nothing but (C/G) time I (Am) took my time for (D7) granted and the (Em) beauty of my (Am) crime I / didn't need a jury (Em) to condemn my sin my (F#m7♭5/A) punishment was a life gone by and (C/G) frozen heart with- (Am) in
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Eleven Hours 02:32
11 hours ago you called me on the phone you said you had a message for me from the danger zone the judge had made his choice and the tension in your voice, no more words were needed there was nothing to rejoice oh i am not at liberty to cry so i keep my tears in this whiskey bottle but my eyes are dry and the season just won’t change,this winter has been strange with this disease, spring will tease and leave me all deranged it’s deja vous all over again i remember this was happening but don’t remember when 11 hours ago i poured myself a drink one more glass of sorrow to drown me to the brink now the bottle’s nearly empty yet my thirst is unfulfilled 11 hours of damage that my heart just can’t rebuild oh i may never come home again the door is locked, the keys been changed and i just can’t come in now i can ring the doorbell but there’ll be no reply 11 hours to haunt me until the day I die

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